if you only start caring for someone only now after knowing them for a period of time, dont you think it's abit too late? dont you think you hsould already start caring for a person right from the beginning/moment you know them? i dont get it. i really dont.

it's sad that you have to suppress most of your emotions for more than half of your lifetime be it good or bad, happy or sad.

sis told me something bout her friend. her friend usually dont have appetite and puke some white stuff out. gross. but that's part of your life having thyroids. then she say her friend's going for operation or something. but i dont know it's for thyroids or whatever thingy. bahs!

maybe i'll die of thyroids, or stress, or being knocked down by a car, or simply just die of exhaustion. i slept only at bout4 plus 5 yesterday. and i'm so god damn tired now. blehs. i wanna sleep!!!!!

my boyfriend is a bitch! haha. =D